NO HELP FOR ME FROM THE GOVERNMENT --WHY?

It is really terrible what happened to me in one government office.I know how to write ,then i went there for assistance .They spent five years with my novel manuscripts .In the first week of the month of january two thpousand and ten when i went there to collect the help ,i met what i never expected.I was told that there was no help for me .Believe it or not ,but i push a hand cart for a living though i can write aabut finances are the problem and no one is rready to help me .I walked out of the office very sad up to inside with all hopes of ever brightening my life gone .It means that i will push the hand cart all my life

I wish i can get some one to help and direct me on to how i can get sponsors for people like me .Some people are really animals in the inside.